Between Early and Regular
Sin Tae Kim
I play with my phone doing nothing,
Watch the yellow leaves falling,
Sit at bench, stand, and then sit again,
Waiting for bus
Confidence and anxiety crosses,
Hard to see my gains and losses,
Talk with friends without any senses,
Waiting for early results
I imagine all possible scenarios
Compare with others on strong areas
Think as if there is nothing more important in earth
Waiting.
Waiting, waiting, waiting
In fact what I should be doing
Is preparing regular
But the fact that I’m waiting
Won’t free me from thinking
